I hate how i wake up crying and feeling like a fucking shit . I hate how i wish i could cry the fuck out and feel better. But fuck no i dont even get that.


How can u even have the fucking heart to hurt me when i all i did was to love u unconditionally.

Are u lying to that u loved me? Cuz the way u treat my like shit makes me feel that this whole fucking this was just another fuckin lie.


Am i that fuckin difficult. All i ask for was loyalty and time. Nothing fuckin else.

WHY THE FUCK DO U EVEN HURT ME . Just fucking tell me u never loved me. Dont lie. Just dont fucking lie to me anymore.


Fuckin crushed me. You really fucking shattered me . I dont even know what to feel anymore. Cuz it fucking hurts me.

Just so fuckin hurt. Isit really true that this pain would end. or isit just a saying to get me going.

I REALLY CANT HOLD MY SELF. im trying like fuck..

god just fucking kill me alr. Then to make me di every fuckin morning and night.

cuz to wake up feeling like thrash is just fuckin hell. Just hell. I just wished i dont have to wake up the next fuckin day. I wonder even if i left the world would u even realise what was i what ive done for u


It kills me . Just killed me totally.